The Weight

The weight of his left arm 
It still bore heavily upon her.
She felt crushed.

Could this make it right?
A sudden embarrassment overcame her. 

Had he noticed her reciting their vows
to the rhythm of his thrusts?
She hoped he had,
Although it hardly made a difference 

The Wetness
Liquid spreading between her legs 
It would not let her forget. 
She shivered. 
Still placing her hand between her thighs,
She pulled it in deeper
Wanting it to act as a reminder.

Her Sin;
His manhood where no other would ever be

The wetness
The pain  The weight of their shame
She turned to her side, 
struggling to move. 
Is this how it would feel..

She smiled ambivalent. 
Fresh memories of him 
Her screams and longing
Unusual desires.

The covenant
Her hymen, 
A seal
Now broken. 

The wetness
She smiled satisfied. 
This would probably make it right. 

No longer feeling the heaviness of his arm,
She pulled out the knife
Where his manhood had yesternight lain. 

The wetness 
Her blood.

No more shame, no more pain.
Yes, she sighed,
I am not dying in vain.

7 Comments Add yours

  1. kovieparker says:

    Oh wow! Oh wow! Oh wow! Sad 😦
    A verse from Songs of Solomon just came to mind as I read the last verse: “Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you… Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires”. Sigh

    1. DeMorrieaux says:

      There really is a Scripture befitting every situation 🙂

  2. FP says:

    Did she kill herself?

  3. TEE says:

    oh no she stabbed her vajay jay she’s gonna need it somebody stop her PLEASE ……..

    1. DeMorrieaux says:

      Toyin.. somebody pls help me calm THIS girl down! Lol
      *side eye*

  4. Have you watched ‘Antichrist’ by any chance (2009, starring Willem Dafoe and Charlotte Gainsbourg)?? I was reminded of a scene similar to this in the movie. *shudders*

    1. DeMorrieaux says:

      Hehe.. No, I have not.
      I just might.. Is it very graphic? 😐

      .. and thanks for stopping by!

feel free to say something..

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s