Don’t you sometimes just pause, sit and wonder..
..about the state of the earth, this life, our world? The fate of humanity?
Sometimes I envy both the dead and unborn.. what do they know?
Nothing at all. They are oblivious to it all..
From disappearing and crashing planes, to wars and attacks, shootings and lootings. From famines and floods, to plagues and all sorts of natural or man-made disasters.. how much is life really worth? Does any of it actually make sense? And having fought and persisted, how much will today’s resistance matter tomorrow? In the grand scheme of things, will it really have made a difference? When all is said and done, what eventually remains?
Sometimes I really wish we could just get it over and done with..
Can’t it all just be over?
Not my life, but life in general.
Why should I have to live in fear?
A common destiny awaits us all..
Sometimes, I just want to go home.. and rest.
..but then I remember His sacrifice, (try to) put myself in His shoes and see that – having invested so much already- it is difficult to not be a bit more patient, allow a bit more time, show a bit more love, hold on/back – just a tiny bit longer.
A little more patience, a little more love.. and maybe they too will turn around..?
Maybe. Maybe not. May His pain not be in vain..